Life is Strange [27 Oct 2006|09:42pm] [ mood | tired ] It is indeed. I'm kinda out of it right now. Ever get that feeling where its like your life is spinning out of control but you kinda just kick back and watch the show? Stuck in a constant lethargy or something, iunno. Anyhoo, tomorrow is Rocky Horror night. Time to torture the virgins and try not to get raped by Tyrone during the TimeWarp. xD; Man we're gonna be out laaate~~ Guess that means I should sleep earlier tonight (*snort* as if). Plans with Chewy (rotflma Jeggy, you and your nicknames) and her girlfriend tomorrow. Perhaps some of the seniors will join us, too. While we roam the city most of the group is gonna be at Ayu's party. Too bad I didn't get invited~ Man, I'm wiped so I'm gonna get off the comp. Maybe become a couch potato for a bit 8] Laters. post comment

Incomplete Kisses [21 Oct 2006|01:06am] [ mood | Strange ] Get me these for... whenever? I wanted the one Jasu had, but that would be copying and that's nasty. Anyways, I'm pretty tired at the moment. Spent the Friday running around Chinatown with friends (bought suspenders & a large heart necklace for my Halloween costume), then came home to practice dancing/popping. My legs T^T I have some dance music blasting away at the moment, its great. I owe Stace so much for this xD; -- Can't wait till I get a working MP3 player. THEN ITS DANCING ELLEN ON THE GO! Oh god, God save you all. Rofl. Alright, so I guess it's time for my emo rant. I still haven't talked to my dad about that incident. Iunno, do I really wanna. I probably should. I had an opportunity today, but I didn't take it-- wasn't up for it. Don't you hate it when you sit down and just... start THINKING. Which is, uh, always a bad thing. I still find it extremely strange that everyone's having such a horrible week. Thinking brings back regrets, and I hate regretting. Now when I look around, I just really want to but I can't. Ahhhhhh, this sucks for me. Dramatic bitchland here I come. 8) I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss. 1 comment|post comment

Stressful [18 Oct 2006|01:53am] [ mood | depressed ] It seems the universe has been looking down upon us, perhaps its the month of penalties. Maybe the apocalypse is coming. Whatever it is, it has not been a good week for many of us. I believe college students have midterms. A few friends, including someone who just IMed me to talk, has been having a horrible week/month. As for me, just a whole pile of shit I wished I didn't have to deal with. Ever get the feeling that you've ranted so much to many different people, but still feel like you didn't get the feeling across? Like whoever said 'talking about it helps' didn't know what the fuck they were talking about. Well, I guess I'll just continue to rant. PSATs tomorrow, I didn't study. I'm like looking over some old geometry stuff though, hope that would work to keep me going. Not much I can cram into thiry minutes at 10 pm. Its not the first time I've gotten hints, but now just recently I received solid proof my father's cheating on my mother. Lovely. Human kind is going down the drain. Yay. I haven't confronted either of them, but I will soon. Just haven't found a time where my mom wasn't present so I could talk to my dad. Next is the fact that I seem to be pmsing or something. Just, like. Without the mess and cramps. Although I've been really tight and like sluggish. Strange pains in the back. Maybe its the weather. I usually get like this when it rains too much, but never to this extent. Found out I had a light fever yesterday. Yay again. I've been saving up for a new MP3 player, my iPod mini is dead. Charge it for like two days and come out with twenty minutes of playtime. Haha, that's kinda funny when you think about it. Or not. I'm in this kinda, Justin-emo-cynical-bastard-mode. I bought a Zen Vision:M at CompUSA yesterday. It was nice. Shiny. Plugged it in and charged. Found out later I need another adapter, for about $30. Really, Creative and their cute little plans to jip people out of another thirty. My dad was pissed, and made a scene at the store. Lovely. The whole family's been snapping at each other lately, like more than usual. Little things will set me off, especially when my mom gets that 'tone' with me. In turn it sets her off, and that sets my dad off. Haaaa hell in apartment 4B. There are some things in school that might add to this stress. Somethings I just really want to do/say, but I can't. Friendships and morals stand in my way. Plus saving face. :lol: [[You hear a great big sigh in the background.]] Emotions are shitty things really :D Oh, update. While I was ranting, someone IMed me. I find it extremely depressing how unbelievably stupid some of my friends are. It's like... geezus fuck our generation's gonna drive this world straight to the next Dark Ages Version 2.5. Alright, I'm done. I hope whoever read/skimmed/guessed the outcome of this rant, had a better week than me. xD; Night for now. 2 comments|post comment

V [02 Oct 2006|05:43pm] Ma~an. I've watched V for Vendetta like five times already Dx; I'm still pissed at Hollywood for this. Since when did they make realistic endings? This damn movies getting me depressed. HE DIED!!! DDDx Anyways. I got my 'Queen of Hearts' skirt today. Now, for the rest of the costume xD We have a three day weekend. Twice! I see another shopping trip~~ (and an empty wallet). Oh, while Sam obsessed over Eragon, I'll obsess over Happy Feet. 8D Penguins so win over dragons. Fluffy waddling RAPPING penguins that is. :B Man I'm such a tard. Alright. I'm gonna go study now @_@ byebyes. post comment

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